Fix A Heart

So I'm sitting in the PCL with a bunch of the pledges studying yet I feel disconnected. My phone is playing all the songs that are just speaking to me like "I Like" by Stephanie Ferrett & "Disaster" by JoJo! Is it trying to tell me something? Tears actually started to well up in my eyes during "Fix A Heart" bu Demi Lovato! What is up with me? What is going on! I'm beyond confused and a little worried! Is it me wanting someone to call my own that is making feel like this? It seems like everyone around me is making connections and finding someone for them while I'm just here. ALONE. What is wrong with me? Am I damaged goods? I don't know! It seems like I have advise and wisdom to be shared with other people but not for myself. I guess no one will ever "FIX MY HEART!"